Me, my crazy thoughts, and GOD only knows what ELSE..

These G.D Migraine HEADACHES..

2005-08-20T12:39:00.000-05:00

Well thought I would post.. It seems likes its been forever, so I thought since I was feeling better I would give it a shot! I have had a MIGRAINE headache for 1 WEEK solid... So needless to say, it is now that I am finally feeling better. I spent most of the week home from work and when I wasn't at work I as either at the hospital or at the doctors office. It is now Saturday and I still have a what's called as a tentison headache, but in my book its still a headache and I fell like ASS!!!!!!!

My life has been on hold for a week now, and its bad enough I was short on money, that I will be REALLY SCREWED FOR SURE!!!!! I swear when it rains it pours....

And thru all and all, the one person who stepped up to the plate with out even asking was my "ex".. My "ex"?!!! I couldn't believe it... Im not a person who is a good sick person; buy the way, and let alone hates to even ask for help... but with out even asking for ANYTHING "B" stepped up to the plate and took care of me... I must say, I was kinda of put back in a way of what the hell?!!!! Does that make sense? Well its a long story believe me, but I must say it felt kinda good to have him come thru and be there..... Hell I didn't even tell KP. I haven't really talked or done a whole hell of a lot to say, other than chit-chat only-line a bit, I didn't talk on the phone but one day when I did fell GOOD...
I swear, I really wouldn't wish these on ANYONE!!!!

For anyone who hasn't had one, really has NO idea the pain that the people who do, go thru. My mom used to have them when I was youger but never NEW the pain she went thru or even felt. I used to have migrains a few years ago, and until this episode hadn't had one in a year. I think this one made up for not having one in that YEAR span. I hope this new medicine the doctor gave me will go to work and kick in soon so that it doenst come back. I swear; I don't think I could take it again if it came back as strong as it did this time.

Well that is it for now.. My eyes are going blurry and that's not a good sign, so tell latter my dear's... 2 fingers!!!

This is me!!! Lets see what U got?!

2005-08-10T22:00:00.000-05:00

After some request.. .. this is me!!! Now get over it, and move on! R U happy now?!! Is this what U thought I would look like?!!!!

A weekend full of RAIN and be stuck out in it!

2005-08-08T14:15:00.000-05:00

OK.. So for the most part my w/end was cool! I had a 3 day w/end and honestly haven't don't jack shit, but somehow enjoyed!!!!

Saturday started off with nothing unusual, just some cleaing and enjoying QUITE time ALONE and not doing anything, but a few normal house chores that come along when you own your home. Sunday proved to be a day to remember!!! On Thursday I had spoke with a friend from Columbus who was coming in on Sunday and had figured that would be a good day to go out riding on his Harley and have lunch.
Well, for all you local people, Sunday was like a damn Monsoon out there!!!! When he arrived Sunday mid' morning we had thought the rain had missed us and would turn out to be a wonder day to ride!!! Well, as to our amazement; we hadn't got about 13 miles from the house till the HEAVENS opened up on us!!!
Needless to say, we had to pull over and stop for a bit because it was to bad to see.. So the 1st time we pulled over, we were there about 30 mins or so?!! Well, the man upstairs thought it would be good to play with us and just thought that turning the rain to a slow drip would be funny, so we started out again!
Well, that was a joke because no more than another 3 miles the sky opened up once more, and that time we were stuck between a rock and a hard place! We had to ride another 3 mile in the RAIN till we could pull over for shelter ONCE more!!!!!! People were looking at us like we were crazy!!! I have to say, I never met so many people in my life.. We had people coming up to us right and left just talking about different things.. It was pretty funny I must admit. While hanging out at our 2nd stop, we figured it would just be best to call it a day.. At that time, the heavens thought it would be just as funny the 3rd time as it would have been all other times for the sky to clear up yet once again. Well we figured , it was ride or die and it only separated the boys from the men and thought why not go balls out, and go for it 1 more time!!!! It was at that time, we pulled out, and yet again, started to sprinkle on the other side ot the street!! At that time, a couple of hours had pasted and were both hungry, so we thought we would seek shelter for awhile hoping that if we could eat and relax we could dry out some and have a smile and a Coke as some would say. Well found a spot who when we pulled in, we found WE weren't the only ones out ridding that day!!!! We found another 5 couples who had done the same thing as us.. We laughed and said, we thought we were the only ones out, and they said.. in this weather; it separates the real riders from the "wanna be's"...Well needless to say afer a couple hours it die clear up and we decided it would be best to head on back to the house. Well after we arirved, John thought it would be best to relax for a bit, and then head on home.. Well no sooner did he get ready to leave, did the skies open back home and he said it rained on home for the most part of the ride.... I swear, the man upstairs just didn't want us out and about.
Well now its Monday, and the most exciting part of my day, is IM getting up to go to "Wally-world" to pick up a few things..

Well as so my so called life contiues...................

Yeah I copied this.. SO WHAT?!! I was bored..

2005-08-04T16:53:00.000-05:00

OK.. YEAH I coiped.. SO WHAT?!!!
Update of those random questions...
So, I was scrollin' my old blogs and came across the gazillion questions I answered over the course of a gazillion hours many months ago. Thought it would be fun/informative to update, so here goes:
1)time: 6:08PM.
2) name: Mic' for short
3) Nicknames: Micalicious, Kansas
4) Name Spelled Backwards: Cim'
5) home town: Born and raised Wichita, KS, transplanted to GA
6) Grade: WHAT THE HELL?
7) Birthday: 12/3/71
8) Age: 33
9 ) School: lets just say I didnt graduate the big C'
10) Hair Color: natural, is browinsh/black.. but now?! light goldne brown
11) Eyes: brown
12) Height: 5'6
13) Siblings: NONE!!! only child; BABY!!!!
14) Gender: female, DUGH!
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15) Been so drunk you blacked out: I hate to say, but yes!!!!
16) Missed schoo/workl because it was raining: yes, often because of migraines
17 Set any part of your body on fire for amusement: ugh.......... NO!!!!
18) Kept a secret from everyone: yes
19) Had an imaginary friend: I dont think so?!
20) Wanted to hook up with a friend: yeap, is that WRONG?
21) Cried during a flick: yeap.. im very senstive!!!
22 is MIA
23) Ever thought an animated character is hot: NO!
24) Ever prank called someone: yeah, when I was like 8/9 WAY before CALLER ID!!
25) Been on stage: 7 yrs for a dance recitle
26) Fought with your parents: who hasn't?
27) Wished upon a star: yeah, its worth a shot!
28) Laughed until you cried: YEAP!!!
29) Watched a sunrise/sunset: sunsets FERSURE!!!
30) Went to a beach at night: yeap.. and got my grove on!!!!
31) Been mean: sometimes
32) Been sarcastic:Your kidding me right?!!! hell ya.....
Random: Are you happy: yeah, I guess so.. I wake up every morning, so that has got to say something?! right..
34) Are you talking to someone online: no.. not now
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35) Shampoo: KMS and Bed Head
36) Soap: bodywash with moisturizing beads (Caress)
37) Colors: probally black, but I dig some blues, greens and purples!
38) Day/Night: Night!!! Im a nigh owl fersure!
39) Kinda Music: I'm fairly open to all genres; but mostly listen to R&B, Hip-Hop, Alternative, Jazz, Soul and OLD SCHOOL!!
40) Fav. Soda: right now its Code Red
41) Fav. Drink: most anything.... gotta be cold, BUT anything BUT MILK!
42) Fav. Car: 'benz or and Austin Martin
43) Fav. Perfume or Cologne?: Goodlife, I can harldy find it; but to me thats the SHIT!
44) Fav. Radio Station: Hot 107.9, Q100, 97JAMS, 95.5 the Beat, and Star 94
45) Fav. Website: dont think I have one?!
46) Fav. Subject in school: I hated school...
47) Least Fav. Subject in School: ha... I think #46 should answer that! I hated school, I didnt have a favorite or least favorite!
48) Fav. Sport: I guess football, and some basketball
9) Fav. Video Game: Im old school on this.. Ms. Pac Man, Frogger, and Donkey Kong and New school would be "tekken tag".. Im a GURL.. what do U expect?
50) Fav. Band: dont really have one!
51) Fav. Food: SUSHI!!! I also enjoy seafood, mexican, and some lebeanase
52) Fav. Movies: Oh lord, where do I start?!!!
53) Fav. Place: depends on my moods..
54) Fav. Holiday: holidays are over rated!
55) Lace or Satin: I guess satin?
56) Fav. Place to Chill: good question.. besides my house? I really dont know?!
57) Fav. Ice Cream: B&J Cookie Dough
58) Fav. Cartoon Character: Pickles and Garfield
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59) Have a gf or bf: NO!!1
60) Loved Anyone: aside from FAMILY.. yeah!
61) Who's the Loudest:between WHO?!!!
62) Shyest: I think Tammy T... would count for that?!
63) Nicest: .. another dumb question! But to answer.. KP!!
64) Funniest: I guess that would be KP?!!!
65) Craziest: hahaha... Tonnya, shes more GHETO than anything!!!
66) Who do you go to for advice: ha... usaullty KP, or B'
67) Who do you cry with: mostly mysef, I dont like to cry in front of people
68) Which friend lives the farthest from you: Tammy
69) Talked to someone you have a crush on: yeah, Im 33 not 12!
70) Missed someone: who doesnt?
71) Hugged someone you like: yeah, I dont have "cotties"
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73) God/Devil: God
74) Love at first site: never say never.. so I guess yeah?!
75) The Big Bang Theory: sure, why not
76) Heaven/Hell: Heaven
-------------------------------------Misc.------------------------------------------------------77) Who named you: I dont know?! I guess my mom and dad...
78) When was the last time you showered: this morning!
79) What is right next to you: Im at work, so a phone, fan headset and my purse!
80) What are the last 4 digits of your phone number: which one?!
81) What is your computer desk made out of: hell I dont know?!!! Im at work..
82) What was the last thing you ate: TWIX
83) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: what a random question...
84) How many buddies do you have on your list: which list, can u please be more speific?!!
85) Hows the weather right now: hot and humid!!
86) What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten: depends on who U ask!!!
87) How do you eat oreo's: just bit into it!! nothing special, Im not a freak about Oreo's anyway!
88) Are you too shy to ask a girl/guy out: NO!
89) If you could change your name, what would it be?: umm... I kinda dig Harper or Halston
90) What will your first son's name be: I dont WANT kids.. but I guess I would name him after my dad.. Arthur James, A.J for short!
91) What would your daughters name be: as to answer from 90, but if I did have a child, and it was a gurl.. Cree Lynn.
92) Do you like scary or happy movies: happy
93) Do you like talking to people on the phone or in person: depends on the person!
94) Lust or Love: see above
95) Do you consider cheerleading a sport: I guess? do u really care?!
96) Boxers or Briefs: BOXERS for sure!
97) Bacon bits or Croutons: croutons!
98) How long can you hold your breath: dont know, never really thought about it?!
99) Waiting till marriage: to not get married: WHAT IN THE HELL R U TALKING about?
100) Disney World or Disney Land: either way, one is in CA and the other is in FL..
101) Do you do drugs: only when I can!!! hahaha.. NO! Just say NO...
102) Have you ever been skinny dipping: no. HONEST!
103) Do you make fun of people: ALL THE TIME!!
104) Have you ever been convicted of a crime: no...
105) One pillow or two: 2 plus!!!
106) Pets: 1 cat, Martini B"
107) Piercings or Tattoo's: ear's are pierced, and 5 tat's
108) What's your bedtime: when ever I fell tired
109) Adidas, Nike, or Reebok: I guess NIKE, just do it!
110) Most embarassing moment: too many to recall just one
111) Do you attend church regularly: um.......... not as often as I should!
112) What do you look for in the oppisite sex: as far a looks?! height! gotta be taller than me! then eyes ,teeth and there butts! then on the inside.. u gotta make me laugh, and HONESTY!!!
113) Fav. Quote:"whatever"
114) Can you swim: yes
115) Do you like to swim: yeah
116) Do you have an accent: I dont think so?!
17) Do you have a job: yes, it's often called that
118) Do you prefer pools or oceans: pools!! I can see whats below me!! I dont like nothing I cant see whats at the bottem.. U seen Jaws right?!
120) What's better boys or girls: for what?
121) Do you sing in the shower: sometimes!
122) Who's the best looking person: ...in the world? I dont know.. let me think about that!
123) The best way to die: the BEST way? kind of a messed up question...but i suppose the IDEAL way to go would be in my sleep
124) When do you want to die: ha! yet another fucked up question!
125) Have you ever called a 90o number: NO, HAVE U?!
126) Gold or Silver: silver to wear, for the most part. but Gold/or White gold or if your a baller then Plat' .. those set the stakes!
127) Would you ever go bungee jumping: I guess?!
128) Would you rather be short, tall, or semi-tall: semi-tall I guess.. What I semi-tall?!!
129) Do you enjoy reading: nope! dont have the patience for it.. A.D.D
130) Which Winnie the Pooh character is your fav: Never watched it.. but I know there is Piglet, Tiger and of course Pooh..
131) What was the last movie you watched: Hitched
132) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: NOPE, just lot of pillows!
133) Do you think you're attractive: I think Im OK, I guess I would rate myself like a... 7?!!! Hell, I dont know?!!
134) What is your sign: Im a sag'
135) What are your personality traits: U might want to ask someone else..
136) What is your biggest fear: um... good question! Let me think..
137) What movie do you really wanna see: dont know?!! coudlnt really tell you whats out?!!
138) Who is the least attrative person you know: hahahaha!! another funny one! let me get back to u!
139) Optimist or Pessimist: realist
140) Would you ever have cosmetic surgery: hell ya!!
141) Do you like to dance: sure, and let me clear up something, just becaue Im white, I know how to do more than the "white gurl" dance!! and WE ALL know what that is, dont act like U DONT!!! hahahaha
142) What do you think of people who drink: nothing.. their life!
143) People who do drugs: same answer as above!
144) Better to cry or laugh: whatever suits
145) Do you think men and women can ever be just friends: sure do
146) Do you bite your nails: I would say, I use cutile clippers! I dont really bite.
147) What's your worst habit: wow.. I think curseing?!!
148) Did you ever cry over someone of the opposite sex: no doubt
149) Who in your life is your biggest role model: my parents!
150) Who was your first crush: oh God, I cant think back that long!
151) Who makes fun of you the most: myself!
152) your best friend: here would be KP and back home would be Tammy
153) Do you want your friends to do this quiz: if you want , hell just copy like I did!!
154) How much time did you spend on this quiz: 7:22PM Im at work, what do U expect?!!

So my random thoughts within a 24-48 hr turn around..

2005-07-29T21:41:00.000-05:00

So, from with in the last 24/48 hrs.. I have just been in a daze. Just going from 1 place to another like a programed robot. My adventure if you would like to call it, stared about 12:30AM or 1:00AM.. **** So Im laying there trying to go to sleep, and as I lay there; the craziest thought runs thru my mind.. U know, I had a pair of shoes; I wonder what happened to them? OK, who in the hell thinks about SHOES at that time in the morning? Not to many people, EXCEPT for my home gurl KP!!!!!! So, I get up like a DUMB ASS and start cleaning out my closets.. So I went thru my closet, found the shoes I was thinking about, and found about 10 pairs I need to get rid off so I can get extra money, and also so I can have more room to get NEW ONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So around 3-4is AM I will say, I finally decide its best to try and get some sleep so I can function. Well I think I got to sleep some time latter and then woke up at 8:15AM like a bomb went off in my house. I was sooooooooooo PISSED. So, I followed thru with my boring life.. and that leads me to where Im at NOW.. Its Friday nite, and Im at home! And to be honest Im kinda enjoying the silence and just being ME. Ha, yeah; what a bunch of shit hugh?!! So this leads right into the following:
1. They say they wanna leave when u say your out of mustard... (now what does that really mean?!)
2. Eskimo Joe's; Stillwater OK.. how in the HELL did they come up with that name?!!
3. When Burger King says "your way" is it really my way, becuae 7 out of 10 times; its how the cook wanted to make it?!
4. Wandered how the rich get richer and the poor get poorer?!
5. Wondered what it would be like to be to change places with my cat just for 1 day?!!!
6. Why doesn’t real life accidents happen like they do on the commercials?
7. Why do dumb ass women get the good men? and all I get are the rejects?!! What the hell? Just because I have values? I don’t get that one?!
8. If I knew then what I know now, boy would I have done a few things different when it came to school and life as it goes?!
9. Why did me and my ex go our separate ways? I mean I still see him and talk to him everyday, hell I even help get him his job?!
10. Being an honest person, why do people ask my opion on things only to get upset when I give them my honest thought, that no one else would tell them?!
11. Express lane, there are some that say 10, 15, and 20?!! Who came up with those #'s, and am I the only one who counts what I have when I go to ge in the line?
12. Why didn’t I get more of my father personality then my moms? and why didn’t I get his hazel/green eyes?!!
13. Can I really go back to the Midwest to live?!
14. Why have I been on a sushi kick for the last 2months?
15. Why are people in radio who really know nothing about it?!!! Why is it I usually know more about artist or songs then the DJ's?!!!!
16. No matter how old or how good I think I look, my mom always wants me to fix my hair again?
17. Why I have a hard time with my weight?!! Sometimes I think if I lost the weight and to became a stick bitch, would I start stripping?!!
18. Why on any given day that I am off from work, my body clock wakes up at the ASS CRACK of dawn, but If I have to work, I could sleep all DAMN DAY?!
19. Why r raising kids this day and age so different from when I grew up? And why don’t get try instilling some of that in our kids todays?!! I think the world would be a better place..
20. Can cats get reincarnated? Because I think Martini is really Simba?
21. How does Lil' John get laid, and further more; what does his wife look like?! And for GOD's sake what WAS SHE THINKING? Its gotta be becuase of his money..
22. What ever happen to "Bartles and James"?
23. Why my job makes me say " I would be happy to"? R U serious?!
24. Why gay men get more ass (for the most part) then straight men/ or women?!
25. Would really like to to put "Money doesnt buy love or happiness" to the test.
26. R U sure 2_pac isnt really alive?!! For a dead man, he has alot of shit out there, and Im sure he didnt coudnlt have really did all that in jail or at his house.. Seems like there is a new CD every year?!
27. Why are they tryin to remake all of the old stuff? i.e; Dukes of Hazzard, Bad News Bears.. etc?!! I thought people didnt like it back then, but everyone is on the band wagon to go back to the "old school" way of things.
28. When will designers get it, that most AMERICAN WOMEN are a size 12/14 or bigger not a size 4 and SMALLER?!
29. ...........................................................

Its Saturday,and Im at work! I'll be dauumed..

2005-07-23T13:01:00.000-05:00

So Im at work just sittin' here like a daum bump on a log! Somes times I get a call, other times Im surfing the net or doing a cross-word puzzles; or if I fell like it, I will do "switch errors". Swich Errors u see are actully part of my job description, but who really likes doing there job, when U can chat, and surf?!!

So Im thinking about leaving early and takin' 4 hrs of leave?!!! But then I think, Im not really doing anything, its slow and it Saturday with a skelton crew... Descisions, descisions?!!!

I am very happy to report I finally got my new bed, new printer and DLS hooked up and delivered all on the sameday!!! Yes, I know Im slow as hell getting DSL, but dont say shit; becuase I know there is someone else debateing the same thing!!! Do I get it, or not?!!!
Well, Ibroke.. and got it!!

At work yesterday, a co-worker asked me if I was dating or not?! Looking every so at her; I replied NO and asked why?! Her responce was; I think I have someone u might like.. My 1st thought was, what is wrong with him?!! And why R U not going for him?! Then her next responce was; I would love to date him but Im already dateing someone... Hum?!! Intersting I thought.. Well, my mama said "nothing ventured, nothing gained"!!! So.. I guess Sunday we will have a blind date over dinner!! Forgod's sake, PLEASE WITH ME THE BEST!!!!!

I will be reporting back in on that Sunday for Monday for a full report, GOOD or BAD..
I think I always think the worst, that was I wont be disapointed.. So till then, best wishes; and happy hunting!!!

W.T. F?!

2005-07-22T17:53:00.000-05:00

OK damn it!!!
I just off the phone with my folks sayin they're going to OK to spend time with my fucking cousin?!! What the hell?!!

OK this BITCH, who at one time I looked up too, had the fucking nerve to send my folks a "B-day" card/invation to come to her SON's party! Who in hell does she think she is?!! But the FUCKED up part .. MY PARENT FUCKING WENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG........... Im so pissed as you can tell......

OK lets beging from the start.
It started WAY back when we were kids grownin up. I always had looked up to her. She was 1 yr older and was the "little queen" of her small-ass town! She was Blonde., skinny, atheltic, had any guy she ever wanted, and as too like me was the ONLY child. Her father was my mom's brother. I can always remeber spending time in OK with my grandparents and her and her family right across the creak. We (me , mom and pops) would spend most of our summer w/ends together. We, (my cousin and I) were always tied at the hip.. If I got introuble, she was introuble. Even though now, I still remember the good' old days and wish we could sometimes go back. Anyway, of course as we grew up we grew apart.
It wasnt' till I moved to GA, and shorlty there after her father had passed. He was flyin his "gyro" plane and ended up crashing into a Pilon.
At this time, I had only been in GA for several months and was in a terrible sitaution where I was unalbe to come for the funeral. I coulndt even think about it, beucase I was trying to live day to day and survive here; with out throwing in the towl and running back home.
So as time went, I never got a chance to go home let alone get close enough to home to ever realy deal with the circumstances till some years had passed.
And no, I didnt call, but I did send a card sayin how sorry I was.. My mom had told them the situation I was in, and there for understood; or so they say?!

It wasnt till rencently my cousin and her mother wrote my mother a note,to tell her (my mom) how selfish and spoiled I was!! Who the FUCK are they to tell my mom I was spolied when HER my cousin was the only child; and at the same time had to go home serveral times for her parents to bail her out of things. R U KIDDING ME?!! The note was 4 pages long telling my mom how she (my aunt) had never really cared for OUR side of the family, and even had the nerve to tell my GRANDMOTHER; her Mother-inlaw now that Sonny has passed would never really acknowlege the fact anymore that we were family... These "bitches" live there in the same town and hasnt hardly went by to my grandma's house to see how shes doing. Now I get Linda (my aunt) was only married into the family, but Lisa if blood.. That was her fathers mothers, at least give her the respect she deserves!
The letter was heartbreaking to my mother and my grandmother. I mean really, are they just to forget that was all said and done?!!!
Well I sure the FUCK didnt. Im sorry, but its one thing to tell me u dont like me and resent me for something, but dont u EVER tell my family that!!! EVER........ I dont give a fuck who U think U are!
U dont fuck with my family!!!!!!!!!!!! PERIOD......................

So, my mother persues to tell me that it was my FATHERS idea to go.. They said that if Sonny was still alive they would go, and I said IF he was still alive some of this shit would have NEVER happend!... So I told them HE's NOT and that is bullshit.. My mom said that sometimes u jsut have to let it go, and forgive!! R U kiddinng me?!! I can agree with forgiving someone, but that doesnt mean I have to forget! I will never forget what they said... EVER!!!
She had told me that Lisa (my cousin) had said she was sorry, but never gave me THAT the same token of sayin she's sorry.

My mom said I needed to respect there feelings and thoughts about there choice. I told them I did, but doesnt mean I dont have to like there choices.....

Well as I stand here today, I dread the day my Grandmother passes, she was and is still the only thing that binds our crazy family together. The shit will trully hit the fan!!!!!!!!!!!

So on this surely I say untill you.. I hope that bitch chokes on her own spit!

And only will she say shes sorry to me, may I truly forget!!!

There gone, and now back to the "Days of Lives"

2005-07-18T12:34:00.000-05:00

Well, there gone! And I cried like a baby.. What the hell?! I mean dont get me wrong; I usually tear a little, but I cried like a freaking baby!!!! I coudlnt stop for nothing..
They left Friday moring and arrived safely to their home back in Kansas...

This w/end was a nice relaxing w/end for the most part... I went to Maggiano's and a great dinner.. KP thanks for suggesting! and THNX to Brian for the hook up... it was greatly appreciated!!!

Saturday was just about me day.. got my nails and toes done!!! And toped it off with SUSHI!!! Taki Steak House, your the BOMB.. and the "mango roll" is the shyt!!!! No place can touch your "mango roll"..

Sunday, my gurl KP came thru yet again!! Gurl, Your the best; I swear!! THANKS..... "mean it!!!!

Well, Im back to the grindstone..
2-fingers!

And the count begins again!

2005-07-12T17:54:00.000-05:00

Well the count down begins again for the parental units to soon leave.... "Parting is such sweat sorrow".. I have to admit, the last 3 weeks haven't really been the bad!!! Well, except for the exception of my dear ol' "gram's"..
I think I only had to take my Xanx like 3 times?!!!!!!!

The last couple of days have been busy as all HELL!!! We have been in the streets spending money.. all w/end!!! Lord help us!!

To be honest, yesterday was my 1st time to visit our IKEA here.. Yes, I have looked at there books and had a wish list already made out; but had never been to one before! My home-gurl (KP) was the one actually who got me turned on to it I must say. (Yes Im sure there will be someone out there that will call me a sell out, but to you; Have a COKE and a smile! and take that!!!!)
We spent 4.5 hrs in that bitch looking around and shopping. I felt like a damn rat in a maze going around and around in there, but seemed to enjoy finding some good buys. To be honest, I cleaned house in there, if U get my drift!!
So we hit there, SAMS, Wally-world, Ross, Marshals, Best-Buy.. and where else did we go?!!!!!! Well, hell; u get the jest' of it!!! We ran our asses off....

My computer came in today! So Im very excited about that! I have been with out a computer for , FOR EVER!!! Hell, when I blog, I do it at work.. Now isn't that something?!!! SAD, hugh?!!! So I guess I will attempt to put that together.. If not, I might need some help with that!.... YES, Im a dork!!! I don't know how to put a damn computer together... Now don't say SHIT!!!! However, I might need to ask my handy, smart, and TRUSTING friend for help?!!! (She knows who she is!!!!) Someone, who has done alot for me and I still THANK GOD for sending her into my life daily!!!!
So, after that; the only thing I have to wait on is my new bed!! Which doenst come in till next week!! I have been sleeping on a damn "futon"... But, better me than my folks!! I coulnt dream of putting them on it....

So, now moving on.. So my "OrganzaSugarcube" sent me a link today, that was the end of line for me!!! Hell I don't know what other to call it, then "White Trash Olympics"... TOO FUNNY I might add... SAD, but funny as all hell!!! And the worst part, its held in in SOUTHERN GA... Need I say more?!!!! (Sugarcube) dont be afraid to add anything I might have missed!!!!!
**************Your the BEST, my little 'Sugacube!!************

And the saga cont's...

2005-07-05T17:29:00.000-05:00

So the saga cont's with grams!!

Yeah I know it seems like that's all that is going on with my life!! Pretty sad isn't' it?!

Even thought papi' has decided to put her away, alot can happen with in the next week and a half!!!! She gets worse and worse EVERY day... SAD. But I always say, someone doenst become like that over night, and not even when they get older! They become crazier as they age! Hell, my other grandma is getting older, and she's wonderful! So I think it just increases as you get older, being crazy and deceitful, or lovely and caring!

Other than that, the folks are still here!! Although its been a week and 2 days they've been here, yesterday was really the 1st day I had to dope up on Xanx!!! So needless to say; THAT AIN'T BAD!!!

I know this is a short log, but oh well! Its mine; and I can do with it as I chose!!!!

Peace OUT, A-town down!!!! hahahahahaha

Run down on Crazy Grandma.

2005-07-01T10:52:00.000-05:00

O.K..

Yes she is mental.. meanin OLD AGE!! She has "alzheimers"!!

And yes, her son; my dad has finally descided to put her away!!
Its only taken 6 months to come to this conclusion, but better late then never I guess?!

My grams' is crazy! and She needs Jesus!!!

2005-06-30T10:57:00.000-05:00

O.K!! So I knew my grandma had issues and was having issues, but I guess I always thought my mom and dad were over doing it in telling me about it!

Well, boy if I didn't get a wake up call this morning...So, I was laying there and sleeping hella' good, when the phone started ringing around 7is AM I would say?! So.. I laid there and went back to sleep when it rang again..well I laid there even longer cussing to myself about the phone ringing and wish it would stop! So, it stopped but only to ring again 15 mins' latter! Well I had, had ENOUGH and at that time knew who it was.. It was my gram's calling the conversation went like this:

me: yes grandma what do you want? (very pissy tone I might add!)

her: is your dad there?

me: yes, he is; and he is asleep!We are ALL trying to sleep, what do U want?

her: well the cops are on there way..

me: (laughing out loud), FBI too?

her: yes, they are.. U better watch out!

me: well they were supposed to be here yesterday and they never showed.. are u sure u told them were he was?!

her: well there on there way, and there after your mother too!

me: oh really?

her: yes.. and can you believe your dear precious mother is trying to kill me?

me: oh really?

her: yeah, a lot of people know that! even the people from her church know about it, why would she try and do that to me?! I have never been nothing but nice to her!

me: u don't say.. now are u done, this is crazy, HELL your crazy.. go back to bed and QUIT calling!

her: well there coming, they wrote checks on my account, and now there is NO money.. and your mother, your mother took my ring.. she STOLE it from me!

me: no she didn't, because I have it!!

her: (she stammered around) and then sayin why did I take it?!! I had my own rings..

me: (I laughed so hard saying) yeah what ever, now if your done.. I'm hanging the phone up.. (then hung up on her!!)

..O.k. I know she is OLD but give me a break.. Jeez'..I cant believe it..

So needless to say about the time, the folks got up shortly there after.. and asked me what was going on, I told her it was U know who.. So they laughed and asked me what had happened. I proceeded to tell them, and mom said she would call her and see what was going on.So she proceeded to call and her conversation went like this:(Now granted its a one sided conversation I can hear, but U can get the 'jest of it by what she says!!

my mom: yes, I heard you called this moring.. what is it you want or need?

my mom: oh really? well they never showed up yesterday (she called yesterday clamming the same thing) are you sure u gave them the right address?

my mom: I have not tried to kill you..

my mom: oh, u have proof? photos? really? well I would love to talk to your neighbor who have this pic's... which neighbor is it? why cant you tell me who it is, and give me her number so I can call and talk to her.

my mom: yes there is money in the bank, and which bank did you go to? who took you to the back, because I know U didn't drive!

my mom: well u must have went to the wrong bank.. and yes! your right we did take your ring! A.J (my father) took it and put it up in the bank vault! U dont need to wear it, and further more you cant even get the ring over you knuckle! (yes my mom does have her ring! my father gave it to her to wear.. my father has the power of attonery of her (grams) and she had told him that when she coulndt wear it anymore, she wanted my mother to have it!)

my mom: well I tell you what, when we get back we can meet up with you neighbor who took the pictures..

my mom: u want to speak with A.J.. sure.. hold on!

my dad: now why are you doing this? this is not gonna make us come home any quicker, so just stop!

my dad: your little tricks are not gonna work, keep it up; and I will have the POLICE come for you and put you away....

my dad: well, were not coming home! and that is that.. your not spoiling our time here and that is that, further more about your damn ring; if our not careful we might just "hock" it and keep the money!!!.. CLICK!

Well, as you can see my folks have a problem on there hands.. I feel really bad for them..Lord knows; I would have put her ass in a home a LONG time ago. And further more, they know when they get like that, they are packing there bags and Im dropping them off at the local "Holiday Inn". And I might splurge on their birthday or the holiday and take them to the " Embassy Suites" if there lucky. I told them, they have a laundry service,and the usually have a local shuttle to take them to the mall or were ever they want to go. Also that gives them a chance to meet new people ALL the time and visit with them too!

Well as you can see I have alot on my plate right now, with my parental units here and then dealing with grams!

Im sure I will be posting again VERY soon..

There HERE!

2005-06-27T13:35:00.000-05:00

Well there here! They made it in yesterday.. I guess they came in around 3ish?!!
Had a pretty good day yesterday.. Once they made it it, I helped them unload the SUV, I swear my mom can pack some shit! (I guess going over-seas and traveling paid off!! I just wish I had learnt how to pack as well as she can!) So , after we got the SUV unloaded we proceeded to go get something to eat.. At that time we were able to catch up on some things... After that we proceeded to go grocery shopping. My folks said it always seems to be grocery shopping time EVERY time they come!! I told them that it was a skill.. I had learned how to work it every TIME!!!

Needless to say we had a good 1st day. As I left for work today, they were getting there work clothes on to go work outside and work in my yard!! I think they live for that shit?!! hahahahaha.. Well, anyway.. I will be cking in frequent thru there stay!

Till then, LIVE hard, LOVE EVEN HARDER!

2more days! BUILD IT AND THEY WILL COME!!!

2005-06-24T10:41:00.000-05:00

Well, the countdown is almost done, and they will be here!

Yes, that is right, the parental units will be here for damn near 3 weeks!! Now don't get me wrong, I love them both dearly, but I can only take sooooooooo much of them!! (That is of course why I moved so far away from them!) I didn't want them just creepin' up anytime, but then when they do come, it seems like for ever that they are here.

Here's the scoop on them! My pop's is the laid back type of man, who lets most things just roll off his back as they say. Doenst get to excited about anything, and just seems to roll with the punches. Im a "daddy's gurl" so me and pops seem to get alone very well! Now on the other hand with my mom's, she's a little uptight and is a damn worry-wart as some would say. She worries about EVERYTHING!! And for the most part drives me up the damn wall because she bugs the hell out of me when I'm tryin to relax or do what I need to do.. Me and mom get along pretty good, but we do have our times. Yes sometimes I raise my voice with her, but never call her out! Because even though I'm 33, she would try and knock me on my ass.. (but that is another subject I wont EVEN get into.)
I think it should be a pretty good time, I haven't seem them since last year when they were here to help take care of me while I had my knee surgery; and that time they were here for 8 WEEKS!!! That wasn't such a bad time I might say, maybe because I coulndt do shit for myself and I had to rely on them for EVERYTHING!!!

As an only child I must say I am truly blessed to have such WONDERFUL parents. They have been married for 44 yrs ( I think?), and have supported me in my adventures of life. They have been there more times then I could even count.
I don't want you to get it twisted about my folks, there great! But as children and parents don't always see eye to eye on things. They are "old school" in there ways of thinking and I'm "generation X".. so I have my thoughts on things. We really do mesh pretty well together, however there is the occasional "tiff'" that comes up, but we always seem to work it thru.
I must say, I really value my parents and respect them; but sometimes we just can't come together on things. But so is life, and that is fine..

Well, I guess I will be touching back in latter this next week sometime.
So till then, toodles!. 2-fingers, peace-out and all that good stuff.

W/end of craziness!!!

2005-06-20T10:46:00.000-05:00

Boy.. I sure had an interesting w/end. So let me give you a little insite:

It all started Thursday. sick with a damn MIGRAIN headache from HELL!!! No more said about that.. that sums it all up!

Friday: took the day off from work, because it was "Bring your child to work" Day.. and needless to say, since I DONT DO kids, I decided that would be a wonderful day to have off! Needless to say, I just laid up and enjoyed the day off! Nothing much other than that!

Saturday... well; let me begin with it started out as a normal day! Did my weekly yard duties of mowing and weed-eating, and trying to clean up the flower beds as well. Thank God it was not to hot! There was a beautiful breeze blowing and it wasn't humid.. (Like it usually here is in GA) so.. anyway, I did that and came inside and cleaned up and chilled for a bit!
We (me, my home-gurl, and her man) had mad plans on getting "tatt's" latter that day; so we had made plans to met up with 'buddy and go from there. Well needless to say that fell thru for the day, but decied to reschedule for Sunday.
So that being said, I thought I would just go back home and chill. So me and my homegurl said if anything came up she would give me a buzz. So, I was OK, and went oh my way.... So a few hours latter she called and said get ready we have plans! And I was cool!!! So I got dressed and met up with her about 45 mins latter. Well, she told me we were gonna ck out a new Sushi/Martini/Nite-club and met up with some folks there. Well by this time, SUSHI was ALL I HEARD!! I had been craving it for the last couple ofweeks, and that was music to my ears! So, we left and went on our marry way! Well we showed up, and the valet guy said there was not alot of people and would probally want to leave. We then advised him that was our 1st time there and that was fine. We proceeded in, and he was right , there wasn't a crowd there.. but it was nice! So we proceeded in, and found a table and shortly there-after our friends showed up. Long story short; we were eating our Sushi and was sitting by the dance floor and this.... GUY came out of NO WHERE and then proceeded to do only God knows what?!! I swear they had just let me out of the looney bin or something?!!! HE WAS ON CRACK I would have sworn by it!! Needless to say, it provided entertainment for ALL who watched! He was ALL over the floor.. Needless to say, he was not the only one on the floor who gave us a site to see. We had some gurl doing the moon walk! Then the same gurl proceeded to do some pole dancing, which needless to say, had NO CLUE of what was going on and really needed not to be on the pole dancing, let alone on the floor!! But the whole time, the DJ was cranking out some old school music that was the BOMB!!! He pulled out some shit I had forgot about it.. not to mention stuff that made me fell so damn old!!! But needless to say, it was by far a great time!

Sunday... I got my tat'!! So needless to say Im happy, and its done! However, it leads me to I really want another and it will be my last!! That will leave me with 6. It has to be an even #, as to why I dont know? But it just sounds good to me..

I know you probally reading this, and going that wasn't that fun or u may say; that was boring, but believe me; you had to have been there to REALLY enjoy.

So now the count down has officially started! SUNDAY.. they will e here, for 3 WEEKS!!!!
* Build it, and they will come! *

Well the count down is geting ready to start..

2005-06-15T18:15:00.000-05:00

Well as I have spoken before the "parential units" are coming and on there way.. Well, actualy they will be here a week from this coming Sunday!! Needless to say it is a welcomed visit, but they will be here for DAMN NEAR 3 WEEKS!!..
2 weeks toooooooooooooooooooooo long!! Dont get me wrong, I love them both dearly.. but GOD; I hope I have a enough XANEX to last!! ..............

*** more updates to come! *****************

WHAT THE F*CK?! NOT GUILTY??

2005-06-13T16:55:00.000-05:00

SO I sit here at work, with MSN Live coverage on.. and what do my wondering EARS do I hear.... NOT GULITY ON ALL 10 COUNTS?!!!! R u F*CKING kiding me?!!
This has got to be a joke... How does someone say hes not guilty?!!
Does it go back to "OJ", if it doenst fit you must aquite"?!!(sp)

I call this BULLSHIT.. and I give him with in 5 years and someone else will come to the aid of making another complaint!!!!

THEN WHAT? WHAT about the $20-some million he has already paid out?!
Isnt that someone who screams GUILTY.. lets just pay, and it will go away.
WHAT and IDIOT!!!

Look.. doesnt he get it?!! STAY AWAY FROM CHILDERN!!

Look, I know I dont do "childern/kids" so I tend to stay away.. U dont see me up in their grill' tryin to play and hang with them.. I know IM a crazy bitch, I admit it. I would probally be one of those crazy bitches that would strangle or beat a child that you hear about on the news, so (IE) I stay AWAY, because I dont want anythign to happen!! I dont put myself in a situation I know I shouldnt be in. I stay AWAY, which is WHAT MICHEAL should do from now on!!
SAY NO TO CHILDREN!!! STAY AWAY...

O.K I think I have said my peace for now..

**********Back to your scheduled programing!!

Random thought, althought a little harsh....

2005-06-11T13:12:00.000-05:00

So, Im sitting here at work listing to the TV and cking the "net Im hearing stories of the gurl lost in Aruba....

So as I sit here and ponder, I know some of you will think Im a harsh bitch and think I am wrong, and who should keep there mouth shut! ........................ this thought comes to mind! (This should make for great conversation!)
SO.. as many people say... If this had been some other female/ male of differenct race, has or hasnt money.. Would there have been the enhanced SEARCH that there is now/ was for this female?!!!

As things come out, and Im sure WE WILL never know the CORRECT story or what REALLY happend.. the thought comes to mind with the info we have as of NOW, is ........

From what we know, she was a single white female, on a graduation retreat, very smart, with ALOT OF FRIENDS..... (and of course from a upper middle income family)

IF she was sooo smart and had friends around her, why in the WORLD did they let her go off with the men/boys?!!!! Im sorry, but if that was my HOMEGURL, there is NO WAY IN HELL I would have let her have went off like that! *** Again Im sure we wont know what happend EXACTLY, but damn now! The story is she was a little drunk and had wondererd off and was looking for a ride home. Im sorry, why would you get so drunk in a forigen place with no HOME gurls around to keep in eye on you?!! ohh.. this makes me mad!!

Look a friend is someone who has your back thru thick and thin.. especaily if your ass has been drinking!!! What the hell?! That means u need to step up to the plate and make sure he/ or she is covered and not stumbling around like a dumb ass or getting caught on "gurls gone wild" if you know what I mean?! IF your gurl is "toxic" step up and handle it! No if and or buts. Now dont get me wrong its not aways easy, but you need to do what u have to do! If that means you gotta get some one else out your crew to step in and help, then you need to do just that! There is nothing worse seenin some gurl acting like an ass, and not seeing her crew step up to the plate and handle things. This means even holding her hair as she throws up! Get my point?!

Well liike I said we dont know the story, but from what I gather.. If they were really her friends WHERE IN THE HELL WERE THEY, AND WHY WOULD THEY LET HER GET INTO A CAR?!!! This just makes NO sence to me.. Its a sad story as to what has happened to her, or to any other person that this has happend too...

It just makes you think... WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!!!

Why do people do what they do?!

something interesting, a friend shared with me today!

2005-06-09T13:47:00.000-05:00

Very Interesting I thought?!! The whole thought of the "tree" is pretty much on point with me!.. Go figure.....

ENJOY..

Birthday Calculator

You entered: 12/3/1971
You were born on a Fridayunder the astrological sign Sagittarius.
Your Life path number is 6.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441288.5.
The golden number for 1971 is 15
The epact number for 1971 is 3.The year 1971 was not a leap year.
As of 6/9/2005 1:45:04 PM CDTYou are 33 years old. You are 402 months old. You are 1,749 weeks old. You are 12,242 days old. You are 293,821 hours old. You are 17,629,305 minutes old. You are 1,057,758,304 seconds old. There are 177 days till your next birthdayon which your cake will have 34 candles on it. Those 34 candles produce 34 BTU's,or 8,568 calories of heat (that's only 8.5680 food Calories!) . You can boil 3.89 US ounces of water with that many candles.

Your birth tree is:
Hornbeam, the good taste
Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.There are 199 days till Christmas 2005!The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waning gibbous.

What Does Your Name Mean?
MICHELE
M
is for
Magnificent
I
is for
Inspirational
C
is for
Casual
H
is for
Humorous
E
is for
Ebullient
L
is for
Luscious
E
is for
Elegant

Cont' on the thought of Marriage!

2005-06-08T13:28:00.000-05:00

Subject: SOME THOUGHTS ON MARRIAGE

You have two choices in life:You can stay single and be miserable,or get married and wish you were dead.

At a cocktail party, one woman said to another,"Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?""Yes, I am. I married the wrong man."

A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds:"Husband Wanted"Next day she received a hundred letters.They all said the same thing:"You can have mine.

"When a woman steals your husband,there is no better revenge than to let her keep him.

A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished.

A little boy asked his father,"Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?"Father replied, "I don't know, son, I'm still paying.

"A young son asked,"Is it true, Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?"Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son.

"Then there was a woman who said,"I never knew what real happiness was until I got married,and by then, it was too late.

"Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.If you want your spouse to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say -- talk in your sleep.

Just think, if it wasn't for marriage, men would go through life thinking they had no faults at all.

First guy says, "My wife's an angel!"Second guy remarks, "You're lucky. Mine's still alive.

"A Woman's PrayerDear Lord, I pray for Wisdom, to understand a man , to love and toforgive him, and for Patience, for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength, I'll just beat him to death.

people in love... ???

2005-06-06T19:39:00.000-05:00

So IM sitting here listing to one of my co works talk about her and husband on there newly married situation. GOD how is makes me sick! Now dont get me wrong, I love to see people in love and be all LOVELY-DOVEY; but damn I can ONLY TAKE SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!

So, I guess this brings me to my VENT section I guess you would say?!! Well, whatever it is, take and go with it!

So love and marriage.. this brings me to my thought! Why does a man or a women have to be married to feel justified?!! WHAT THE HELL?!! Who sad you had to have someone to make you feel needed or vailiadated? (sp, I sure!) Key word for me that fits that part.. "J.LO" that bitch is beyond words, so IM not gonna go there. Anyway, So; Im I wrong to fell this way?! My parents have been married 44 years this last Sunday. That is an awsome quest if you ask me, but I guess that is OLD SCHOOL ways! Which, why is it, not a lot of people still belive in those values?! Now days you get married, it doesnt work, so either spouse cheats, or jsut goes straight for the big "D" word. I swear.. What happend to if you have problems YOU WORK THEM OUT!... Hell ya its tough, but who said it was gonna be easy? Well, anyway... I could go on for days about this subject but I wont.. I will spare you!

But I will say this I would love to find that special someone, but if I dont; I will be OK with that!

As my grandmother once told me when I was a little gurl, 'HONEY, dont ever depend on a man for NOTHING, becuase when U do; some thing will happen; ie, die, leave, or what ever; so U do U.. Learn to take care of things yourself!!!! Only U can make yourself happy! :This has been brought to you by your local broadcasting system........

A few things ABOUT ME u might or might NOT KNOW?!

2005-06-04T12:03:00.000-05:00

Things I say alot:

1.Whatever
2. Anyway
3. HA!

Names I go by:

1. Mic'
2. Ashe sista
3. Kansas.. take a wild guess?!!!

Favorite things I like to wear:

1. flip-flops in the summer! ( I got cute toes, and there comfortable to wear!)
2. jewlery! (you can make or break an outfit with jewlery!)
3. earings.. my grandmother said you should never leave the house with out them, and she said you shoulnd go out the house with out your LIPSTICK either?!

Favorite parts of my body:
....... R U kidding me? do people really have parts of there body they really like?!!!
Well, I like my eyes; I guess?! MY mom says there brown, becuase Im full of shit for the most part!!! I do like my cute little toes!!! and I think I have good hair!!!

Parts of my body I wish I could change:

...... WHERE DO I START?!!!!

Here are some other 'insites" about me... Honestly, I really dont give a 2cents whether you like me or not! Im Me, and that is all I can be!! (sounds kinda familar,hugh?!) anway. Im very loyal to my friends, but to be honest; I dont really have many friends, hell; actually I would say I would have only 1 GOOD/ BEST friend. Now dont get me wrong, I have friends, but I have only 1 I could could call day or nite, and know she would have my back! I find it gets to dramtic for me, where there are alot of femals involoved! Belive me, jsut ask me about my crazy on again off again friend "Amies"..Please dont make me go there.. But anyway. Im very open and honest with everyone I meet, so if you dont want to know what I think PLEASE dont ask me, becuase more inlikely you'l hear something you didnt want to hear or never expecited to hear!
Some of you know Im an "only" child, and YES; to answer your questions.. Was I spoiled; I wasnt spolied, I am BLESSED!! (there is a differnce!) and was I lonley.. NO!!! As far as family, its very important to me! I would actauly like to get closer to home some day. My folks are getting older, and I guess I need to get back home so I can take care of them... OH GOD, just the thought! Now dont get me wrong, I love my folks, but Im sure you will hear stories of my folks. Infact there coming the end of this month, and I WILL BE WRITTING OF THINGS TO COME.. I swear, I already went to the doctor to get my "Xanex" filled again!! Just incase they creep up ealry!!! Well. I guess that is it for now.

Well that is jsut a little insite to me/ about me.. Hope you learnt a little something?!!!

Oh lord, I need help with this damn BLOG THING!

2005-06-03T15:58:00.000-05:00

Well, its needless to say I need help with this blogging thing!!! Daum, I have alot to learn!! ITs so interesting to me, how this has become the new thing, where as they say "EVERYONE is doing it"!! When I 1st started reading people's blog, I was AMAZED of how people really opened up and was putting there bussiness in the street?! But too I soon have followed. So here I am!!!!

U know, when I look around at these BLOG's its amazing how much everyone really gets into this and really puts their all into it! Some have been pretty amazing, and someone have been like mine; BORING!!!! But, you see.. I know mine needs ALOT of work.. Im not in the denial stage of things like some people tend to be.. As they say, in self help classes; ADMITTING IT, is the 1st step.... So Iam asking for help!!! I fell like an idiot, who as I would say to my co-workers; if they cant operate it, they (the customer) shoudlnt have it! But, where I am aksing for help, my customers ASSUME they know what there doing; WHEN THEY DONT!!!! So too I know I need help, and IM ASKING FOR HELP.. so please FEEL FREE to drop ANY and ALL kinds of knowledge you might have for me!! Im sure some if not most you are probally laughing their asses off by now, but that is O.K... Im grown, I handle it!

I am tryin to get some pics up shortly... So hang intight and enjoy the ride with me, and hoepfully you wont be toooooooooooooooo disapointed when its all said and done!!!

u know.. if it wasnt for my home-gurl.. where would I be?!

2005-06-01T20:50:00.000-05:00

U know, I gotta send my shout out to my home-gurl, BEST FRIEND.. whatever you want to call her.. My gurl KP/Singledelight is the best friend anyone could EVER HAVE.. She has been there thru thick and thin'. I coulndt possibley say enough good things about her.. ALL I can say is I thank GOD every day for her... THANK YOU... thank you , thank you! U are truly a blessed person.

Real 1st posting!

2005-06-01T15:52:00.000-05:00

Well world, welcome to my 1st entry of blogging. Im kinda nervous.. I mean does anyone really care to know anything about someone they dont even KNOW?!! So look out world, like I said earlier, expect the unexpected!!

Welcome! Take a seat.. and have a look around!

2005-06-01T15:37:00.000-05:00